" feeling " Where to belong to?
After with brave departure, I have not decided to accept another boy. Because I know; I can not deceive me and since already still loved brave reality. Until the brave friend " Justice " Presenting the heart not changing me has only brave reality, even since I already can't believe, it is so deep to injure me bravely. I am easy, he why which I return ~~~~
Justice is known finally, he can not change me and still love brave reality. What days I thought of associating with justice carefully too with saying good-bye bravely. Because justice is a good boy, and only have brave existence when I meet with justice each time. It is brave to see ~~~Want to know what he crossed, OK; Whether not so very happy too as him. I think that I install very kind always ~~It is my heart, or is torn by justice one day. Any day, in order to forget all one's life I! It is here too which day the ones that meet justice are brave, a girl sits by him. What friends all play the conversation in a gay manner enclosing the brave new girlfriend, I have smiled too, but the kind pain that I smile at. My a word was not said that day, when until justice sent me home ~~~~~
"It is fine! You still like to be brave, OK? " I am reticent ~~"Yes that I still love him ~~~~I still love him ~~~~"
" It is fine! It needs only your a word to tell me, do you love me? "
" sorry "
"Why? Can not you still forget to be brave? "
I nod with closed eyes ~~~
"Why it is the brave is it really been love by you, make he with you by pieces of games emotional just with, he is not serious. "
"No matter what it is? Perhaps in his life. I am only an accident; But in my life, he is a miracle. "
"It is fine! You wake up, OK. "I have let him embrace and let, let him shake all of a sudden, I am getting soft; Tear flow, drop down,
" It is that everything is unable to change me to love brave reality. I admit, I have a selfish idea with you. I only borrow you, repentant heart hoping to get him, but did not I think? Did not think? ? "
"It is fine to lose him, you have me! "
"No! You are different from him, some of him is a kind of feeling that let me be unable to explain! " ~~~~~~~~~
Mix a lot of air conditioning in the air, accompany me not to see him again after reaching after home in justice. I did not know since that evening, lost in my life bravely originally but received justice, I decide this day With righteous to make it clear,
It is " fine "
"Brave! How could you be here? "
"He has left in justice! "
"Have left? Where to go? "
" whether go back U.S.A., whom he ask I well is to you, "
What is I know where to hit bravely to look at brave scar, I am reticent,
"Fine I love you very much actually, I dare, follow justice say you girlfriend of me send you home, some day. So ~~~He wants to let you be his girlfriend, I and justice are good friends so ~~~"
"Don't say again, do you know brave? How many people it is injured that you do it in this way? You are not only unfair to justice, Electronic Manufacturing| Electronic Manufacturing Services| China Electronic Manufacturer|bmw gt1|benz star| Electronics Manufacturer| Electronics Manufacturing China| China Electronics Manufacturers| Smt Electronic Manufacturing| Electronics Contract Manufacturing| Electronic Contract Manufacturing Services| Subcontract Pcb Assembly you are unfair to me. My love to you of the day in vain! Have not expected you are so selfish a person! Is it the friendship? Why say because you house want, have one's labour rewarded first of justice directly? Will not let justice get even with you again for you? I have misunderstood you, misunderstood you ~~~~~~~~~"
I have lost, I have lost the person who I should love most, have seen through a shameless person; And it has been lost that my emotion is thorough ~~~Someone says: "One can fall in love with a lot of people in all one's life, will understand the pain of injury in the past after getting the happiness when waiting for you, it is in fact a kind of wealth. It lets you learn better assurance and treasure the person who you love! But I ~~~~
Helpless " feeling " Where to belong to?